Stuttering(Original Poetry)

She’s always on my mind
& she’s just one of a kind
I don’t know why I always think of you
Every day I wonder if my feelings are really true
I sit here thinking about it
& sometimes I wonder if I should quit
She got me going crazy
& the weather’s kind of hazy
But that’s only when I’m without her
Could our love really occur?
I just need to believe
I don’t want you to leave
She got me stuttering, so I keep wondering why
Could it be that I’m oh so shy?
Why do I always have you in my thoughts?
I suppose my feelings are in distraught
I try to speak, but my lips just tremble
I need to gather my words because they disassembled
I know for a fact that I’m not infatuated
Cause’ I know I’m no longer fluctuated
But I’m sitting here confused as hel
I need to find a way to break outta my shell
So I can get back to you, where I belong
When I have you, I hope our love is strong
I’m always stuttering every time that I’m near her
But for some reason, everything seems so much clearer
You make my dreams seem so real, when you are next to me
It wasn’t love finding you, it was my destiny
But now I know for certain
That it’s you that stops the hurtin’
& she’s just the type who makes ya twirl
& she’s just my kind of girl
And yet I don’t know why I can’t express how I feel
And all I’m trying to do is keep it real
Is it because of you or is it just me?
My mind is telling me to leave but I gotta disagree
I just want you to myself, could I be so selfish?
Hoping for a shooting star so I could make just one wish
All I want is you, just please be my boo
But for now I have to bid you adieu
So all I have left to say
Is that I hope to see you everyday
But for now I keep wondering
On why you keep me stuttering

Made February 20.

*Note: My Mathematical love was made on Feb 7.